Life is really about moments I realise. Day in Day Out, People talk about crucial moments. I know the crucial moment for me has arrived. Time to take action. Rejection may not necesary be a bad thing but  everything start from scratch again , for me at least!! I can honestly tell myself that I want a break VERY VERY BADLY!!! Not trying to be emo but I been feeling quite lonely and super tired nowadays.  Missing out on plenty of things. Even inside office, I sit alone, facing tthe computer and wall, beside the printer. My colleagues are at the far end of the office. Whenever someone pop by, its about work. I missed out on their jokes, their laughter, the feeling of working inside a team. TRAINING TRAINING, MX shall not be defeated by all of these rubbish.If your stomach is full you cannot practise faith correctly. Winter never failts to turn to spring. Shall go read passages of gosho now