I find it amazing that internship has ended so long (1 week) and I did not blog anything about it. Oh well gonna save that for another post when I am not so angry.
MOOD : SUPER X 10000000 FUCKING ASS KNN CCB NB, ALL THE VULGARITIES PISSED OFF
I DUN GET ANGRY EASILY BUT THIS TIME ROUND, MY NEAT FREAK MOTHER HAS CROSSED OVER MY LINE. TAKE IT THIS WAY.
ITS A NICE FRIDAY 29TH JAN EVENING AND U JUST CAME BACK FROM A VERY LIGHT HEARTED MTG, LECTURE AND HANGING OUT FINALLY WITH THE TPSDIANS.NEXT MOMENT, YOU STEP OUT OF THE DAMM LIFT DOOR AND YOU SEE SMTHG WOODEN IN FRONT OF YOU. YES ITS MY FUCKING STUDY TABLE. AS IN THE STUDY TABLE THAT ACCOMPANY ME FOR PSLE, O LEVELS AND MAJORITY OF MY POLY LIFE OF PROJECTS. THE ORIGINAL CUPBOARD IS WELL ARRANGED INSIDE WITH MY PHOTOS IN THE GLASS, MY FAV READING BOOKS ALL LINE UP INSIDE, SENSEI GUIDANCES EVERYTHING. AND NOW IT IS JUST AN EMPTY WOODEN TABLE THAT IS JUST THRASH AND GARBAGGE AT MY LIFT CORRIDOR I ENTER MY ROOM, ALL MY THINGS ARE EVERYWHERE. IN FUCKING DRAWERS OR BOXES. MY STUDY NOTES, MY FRIENDS NOTES ALL MY PHOTSS ARE JUST RANDOMLY SLOTIN.FUCK X INFINITY, .
MY FUCKING NEAT FREAK MOM HAS DECIDE TO REARRANGE MY ROOM SO IT LOOKS NEAT ON THE OUTSIDE BUT INSIDE IT IS ALL MESSEDUP. MY BOOK SARE VERYWHERE. I AM JUST UTTERLY PISSED OFF. WHY CANT SHE BE PATIENT. WHY CANT SHE WAIT. AND SHE BLAMES IT ON MY DISORGANIZATION BUT I KNOW WHEREI KEPE MY THINGS. I DUN NEED HER TO PACK MY ROOM. I LOVE MY ROOM ITS ORIGINAL WAY AS IT REFLECTS ME. NOW IT IS SO BARE AND EMPTY AND MY PRECDIOUS BAG OF MEMORIES FROM TPSD FIRST CIC TRNG AT SENTOSA IS ALL GONE. I KEPT IT ALL INSIDE WITH IMPT GAKKAI NOTES. ALL FUCKING GONE. I AM UPSET, SAD, DEPRESSED WHATEVER YOU CALL IT AND PISS AT THE SAME TIME. ITS LIKE LOSING UR BELONGINGS TO A FIRE THAT TYPE OF FEELING. I DUN LIKE MY ROOM NOW. THERE ARE NO PHOTOS, WEIRD SPACES NO PLACE FOR ME TO PUT MY STUFF AT ALL.
MOM IS TRYING TO SALVAGE THE SITUATION BY TRYING TO GET ME A NEW STUDY TABLE. BUT THE FACT REMAINS MY THINSG ARE VERYWHERE. I HAVE TO REPACK EVERYTHING. ALL FROM SCRATCH. THIS IS A TOTAL WASTAGE OF TIME. JUST ONE EXTRAHR SPEND TO TRANSFER THINGS OVER AND NOW I HAVE TO SPEND AT LEAST A DAY TO REPACK. FUCK MY LIFE LITERALLY.
P.S ( THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME MY MOM DID THAT TO ME. SHE THREW AWAY MY CUPBOARD LAST TIME WITH BOOKS WHICH IS NOW IN BOXES AS WELL,…. ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR))